I feel a whole lot better as of lately. The contacts I've been wearing have been blurry. I put a few drops of solution in my eyes and the world is a lot clearer now. The cherry blossoms are in bloom everywhere. I miss being at home in my front yard playing baseball with my dad and my brothers. We have a cherry blossom in our front yard and I'm sad to think I might not get to see it while its in bloom. I hear its windy back home and its taking a toll on her beauty.

I go to bed at night and it seems like my mind is a lot clearer. I can usually fall asleep pretty fast now. There isn't any of that staring at the ceiling anymore. Its pretty nice, but Ambien really seems to help now too. It seemed to have lost its effectiveness for a while, but its back at full strength now. It might have something to do with the fact that I'm blowing through them with $20 bills. I might be kidding. Hah.

I don't wear a ring anymore. The spot it wore in my finger is finally gone. It's really funny how that is. Because that spot seems it wore in finally wore off my mind too. The weather has really helped with that. And the legs and skirts and shorts.