As it turns out, my website is the third site listed on MSN Live Search for the keyword " mother fucking ". That is mother fucking nuts that my site somehow appears that high on the list of the websites with those mother fucking terms used. There have been over 50 unique visitors visiting my website every day using those search terms. Mother fucking nuts.

Happy belated birthday United Mother Fucking States of America. You did it. You've lived to be over 230 years old. I can't believe you're even alive anymore. It's only a matter of time before all the people you have pissed off revolt against you. You can't be at the top forever and you're already slipping from the wayside.

Holy fuck am I messed up right now. I can barely see straight. I keep going cross eyed. It;'s especially fun trying to type and read what I have typed. At least I have this huge monitor to read it all on.

This latest season of Reno 911! has been pretty mother fucking funny. And I really like the latest season of Weeds. I just can't wait for Dexter to be on again. It's crazy that I'm not going to have anyone to watch that show with anymore. There are little things that make me miss things.

"So many people live within unhappy circumstances and yet will not take the initiative to change their situation because they are conditioned to a life of security, conformity, and conservatism, all of which may appear to give one peace of mind, but in reality nothing is more dangerous to the adventurous spirit within a man than a secure future. The very basic core of a man’s living spirit is his passion for adventure. The joy of life comes from our encounters with new experiences, and hence there is no greather joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon, for each day to have a new and different sun." — Chris McCandless.

There used to be a little black and brown thingy that slept by my side almost every night. She even slept in with me until late in the afternoon when I had my classes that began at 2pm. Man do I miss those days. I'd like to be able to say I helped raise her. I most certainly did do that. I think I was a good influence in her life and I feel like I was responsible for increasing her happiness. Lets hide ourselves together down under the stairs. Don't you leave. Oh hey what did they say, to get you so lonesome today? Nothing works out in the end. I've come to accept that. Everything has a life span. Somewhere in the mix, things won't fit together like they used to at one point. Sad or not, I'm okay. And thats all because I am itchy as hell. Haha.

I made my roommate Joey Budifuco his own website/blog/shit. It's located at budifuco dot com. I'm hoping he sticks with it. I making a site for Jimmy Mazda soon too. Hopefully that will turn out to be tomorrow. I might even talk Ralex into getting one. NICE.