I've been trying to restore the restored restore computer for two days. How am I supposed to restore if there isn't a restore? There is no way I can restore the restored computer without the restore.

I've been walking around telling myself that. And everywhere I walk, I laugh when I tell myself theres no restore to restore. I honestly can't stop laughing that there isn't a restore to restore with.

If you only saw the mess of my desk. There are two computers opened up with their guts spilling out all over the place. There are about 10 hard drives laying around. The cd drive is sitting on my lap. I have a pile of papers and magazines all over the place. There is a spindle of blank cd's and about a dozen burned cd's laying around, some with names, most without. There are two network cards sitting out and I even have a stack of floppy's. Floppy's! I'm playing with Windows 98 and NT 4. Sucky. There are 4 Rockstar cans laying behind the monitor. And cigarette ashes all over the place from my boss and I. I'm not even going to attempt to clean my area up until we get all this figured out.

Read on to see a picture of my desk at work. And if I haven't said it enough already, I love my job. I absolutely love getting up in the morning and going into work. I'm very happy I landed this job. I have the opportunity to make a whole lot of money and while doing it, travel a lot. It's crazy how a lot of people complain about having to travel for their job. I guess it is understandable if you have a family, but for me that is never going to happen. I am never getting married. I don't even want to have kids anymore. I'd like to have money for myself to be able to do whatever I want and never have to answer to anyone but myself. It is really fucking awesome to be able to not feel guilty when I do the things I do. I don't have to answer to anyone and it's fucking nice. There is already another generation of my family to carry on the surname. So I'm not worried about that anymore.

I'm so fucking pumped for NYC. I love road trips. It has been a long while since I went on one. Driving to pretty much anywhere in Ohio does not count as a road trip. When you leave Ohio, it becomes a road trip. At least that's how I see it. We are going to be there from Wednesday until Sunday the week of the 16th of July. I'm so excited to go. Words cannot describe my happiness and joy. Budifuco, Mazda, Mark Mansico, and myself. God damn is it going to be a lot of fun driving to Jersey. I can't wait to drive there. When we went to D.C. a few months ago, I drove the entire way and the entire way back. I love driving. This is going to be a lot more fun seeing as I'm driving my car. Four dudes and one car. Fucking a-right.

While in NYC, we are going to be going to the Chapel of Sacred Mirrors to see Alex Grey's artwork. I plan to get a piece of his artwork and have it tattooed on my chest while in NYC. I'm getting a tattoo. That is right.